scared of being alone but being surrounded by people and not feeling a single thing from any of them, you give off energy that tells everyone you are finally doing okay, little do they know you have never been worse, you long to feel like you are a part of something greater than yourself and failing to realize that you are the greater something for someone else, every little fiber that makes up the beautiful soul that your brave and courageous body protects, is slowly deteriorating because you thought a shot of burning vodka would help sooth the images that flood your brain the minute you shut your eyes to try and rest your overworked mind. a beautiful person who has seen nothing but darkness and hell, so their outlook on a thing as precious as life has been mutilated into this idea that nothing good will ever come again. i promise you with every fiber of my soul that i will make you feel wanted and i will make it my duty to make sure the only time you feel alone is when you dont have my head laying on your chest while we whisper sweet nothings to one another, i will make sure that you are doing better than ever before because someone as beautiful and extraordinary as you should never have to settle for feeling their absolute worst, you see, you are my everything, my best friend, my life guard, my morning alarm when all i want to do is hide in my bed all day, my smile is made for someone like you, you see, you are my greater something and i hope that one day you will see that and it will overflow into you seeing your self worth, and that brave courageous body that i wish was wrapped around me every night will never have to worry about falling apart again because instead of a shot of vodka you will have beautiful images of us to sooth your thoughts and you will rest easy at night because you will have my body pulled in so close to yours that our heartbeats will become simultaneous. i can promise you that i will fill your life with beauty, happiness, forgiveness and purpose so your mutilated vision you have of life, pain and love will blossom into something that you could never even dream of. you see, i love you. i will always love you. love is never something that disappears, it will always be there, surrounding us no matter how much we fight it. just accept it and feel love please.
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100 Give Away!!!
I’ve always wanted to do one of these but never had a chance to, so here we go!!!
I’m nearly at 100 followers, so I want to do something special. So every time you Reblog this, I’ll write your URL down and put it in a hat. I’ll draw three winners on the 17th of September (my birthday) and announce the winners then!!! But you must be following!!!
The prizes are:
1) TRXYE jumper
2) TRXYE tee shirt
3) TRXYE phone case
Thank you and good luck!!!
9 hours ago // 3,149 notes
Wake up early. Drink coffee. Work hard. Be ambitious. Keep your priorities straight, your mind right and your head up. Do well, live well and dress really well. Do what you love, love what you do. It is time to start living.
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21 hours ago // 113,219 notes
im going to get strong muscles so i can carry the animals out of sea world and put them back in the ocean
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21 hours ago // 56,675 notes
Cakes have gotten a bad rep. People equate virtue with turning down dessert. There is always one person at the table who holds up her hand when I serve the cake. No, really, I couldn’t she says, and then gives her flat stomach a conspiratorial little pat. Everyone who is pressing a fork into that first tender layer looks at the person who declined the plate, and they all think, That person is better than I am. That person has discipline. But that isn’t a person with discipline; that is a person who has completely lost touch with joy. A slice of cake never made anybody fat. You don’t eat the whole cake. You don’t eat a cake every day of your life. You take the cake when it is offered because the cake is delicious. You have a slice of cake and what it reminds you of is someplace that’s safe, uncomplicated, without stress. A cake is a party, a birthday, a wedding. A cake is what’s served on the happiest days of your life. This is a story of how my life was saved by cake, so, of course, if sides are to be taken, I will always take the side of cake.
Jeanne Ray (via seulray)
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21 hours ago // 74,438 notes
I don’t know where you’re going
But do you got room for one more troubled soul?
I don’t know where I’m going but I don’t think I’m coming home.
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21 hours ago // 4,984 notes